lately.. i have noticed that i am always making reklamo about somethings..

that i still have no job..

that my parents are very mahigpit..

that im such a loser..

i dont get hired..

i dont get to help financially..

i am worthless..

i have never been this negative in my life..

i know its not good.. the way im thinking..

i used to be sooo positive..

so happy with myself..

my life..

yep.. i used to be happy then even if i dont have enough sleep..

even if my ex is not coming back..

even if my parents are way, way too mahigpit than they are now..

even if im always stressed..

i am happy..

i am thankful..

i appreciate life..

i guess the main reason why i feel this way is that i dont feel WORTHY..

i always think of it that way..

im unemployed and im a loser..

i wanna stop having that mentality..

i wanna be happy..

and thankful..

and appreciative..

ANU BA YAN?!.. hay..

emo nanaman ako..

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